Soliloquy - F.S.

My frustration continues. They accuse and judge and are never satisfied. Its deja vu day in and day out, the same song over and over again getting to my nerves.
They say they know but they have no idea. They assume things will get better but how can it when all we are, are based on lies, the foundation of our situation to begin with.
What is our level of tolerance for such behavior? and why do we even tolerate these things to begin with?

-- Really Frustrated and asking to be sedated.

Meeting a Celebrity

Where are all the celebrities? Well I met one at a xmas party. Again my eyes are closed. Need to get better with camera lights.

L.A. Walk of Fame

Today is probably one of the best days in the U.S. for me, its a shame things are coming to an end. Day started out with me going to L.A. kodak theatre and then doing a tour of beverly hills houses of celebrities and eating at hooters. Later in the night got a chance to meet george bush, in my Uncle's office xmas party. Check out some of my pictures :).

Aww... tomorrow i go home.....

Familiar face

This looks like an office mate i had once... maybe too easy to guess.

Why are my Eyes are always Closed?

Where are all the hot girls? - In hooters

Hi Anna. Take care.

Project Runway!

Here are pictures from Parsons school of design and the subway which they always come out from.

2006 Birthday

I had the best meal in china town for my birthday and went to rockefeller center to see the xmas tree. Thanks Erwin and Oscar for my laptop bag and for taking me out. The day started out real bad, i was dizzy - i think from the starvation and also still from smelling my fart but it couldn't have gone any better.

Thanks as well to those who greeted me, a day in advance and more power to those on the day itself. To those who didn't greet me, no xmas presents for you!. YOu have to give if you want to receive. :)

I love NY - Macy's Parade

Here are some pix from Macy's parade. It was cold and raining, i went to take cover but still managed to view the floats. - November 23rd 2006!

Mind and body - The toilet saga

They say that if you put your mind to it, the rest will follow. Well, not when you are sick. I was as sick as a dog and I had dysentery big time. I was hungry and drained and on the verge of fainting from smelling my awful fart smell. I wanted to eat but my body was rejecting it so I smelled my fart the entire day. I finished 3 toilet paper rolls in a span of 1 week. I wished it would have ended right there.

Soliloquy - story of my life.

When I was back in Manila I always, well most of the time ate alone, I would leave the office at around 1140am get lunch and eat at my desk. However, not the case here in the U.S. , I always had lunch with my co-workers. It led me to thinking why I ate alone back home. Was it because nobody liked me? people were intimidated by me? or they didn't like the food that i ate? Then as I realised that it was most likely because I left people behind, i didn't invite them out. Which led me to look back that I left people behind because I was always being left behind and I didn't like being left behind. (Ng iiwan ako para hindi ako ma iwanan) - the story of my life, always being left behind.

Just thinking out loud.